I find myself becoming increasingly irritated by one of my friends and his repeated accusations that "you don't know me, no one knows me" that are voiced with such contempt and disgust that those who he believes are his closest friends have no idea what he is feeling or thinking or well anything about him really. I would feel bad, I really really would if these accusations were a response to repeated telling of his innermost thoughts which we all consistently ignored in order to focus on the trivialities of our backyards, but they're not.
I don't know what kind of childhood this person had or what they are feeling at a given moment because they don't disclose this information because maybe they don't trust anyone, maybe they feel we should already know but the point it that we don't know. A lot of anger is being carried around, a lot of blame and a lot of threats of "i'm leaving" to which you can guess the desired repsonse but which meet "so go". And so I realize that I can't keep this person close because his game is to feeling hurt, which is done unsuccessfully, but that's what he does and I can't enable that anymore. But in all honesty, no matter what country you're in and no matter how sext Asian women think you are you'll still feel just as empty and lost because no one can read minds. If you feel like shit and want a hug then say "I feel like shit, I need a hug". Instead of turning to booze as the socially acceptable remedy for what I infer is your clinical depression...but I indeed am not a medical doctor which he so clearly stated and I am not attempting to diagnose, I'm was just trying to help...
love,
Michelle D.
7:00 a.m. - 2007-10-22
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